I’m Not Just A Human

It has been a month since Kendra and I spoke to the moon goddess. I still didn’t know what the two of them spoke about when Kendra took control, but that was the least of my worries. Kendra and I have been hiding the baby’s heart beat. Wolves can hear better so we were scared that the twins will be able to hear it. The babe has grown much faster the a normal babe would have, but I suspected that he or she would grow faster since she/he has wolf blood. My stomach has also started to form a small baby bump, which I have been hiding with way to big clothes. I still wasn’t ready to tell the twins, so jenny and I had made plans to leave for a week or so to just go somewhere and relax. The twins were not so happy about this, but after jenny gave them a big speech and everything they finally agreed.

So right now I was packing my suitcase and eating some peanut butter right out of the container.

“I really wish you would just stay here.” I hear William said behind me.

“Maybe you should just stay or maybe we should go with you.” William says.

I turn around and smile at them.

“It’s a girls trip, so you may not come. I won’t be gone for long and it’s not like I am going on a secret mission.” I try to reassure them. Will moves to me and kisses my forehead.

“We will miss you, love.” Gray says and grabs my suitcase. We move out of the room and down the steps. Layla, Jenny and Bilbo were waiting for me. Bilbo had to come bcz I still had separation anxiety and I knew I wouldn’t be able to relax if I was to far and for to long away from Bilbo.

“Ready to go?” Layla asked and I nodded my head. I was wearing a oversized shirt and a oversized hoodies with some short tights and some flats. I had to make sure my baby bump wasn’t showing. I kissed the twins goodbye and left the house. Jenny was driving us to a family home they had somewhere. It took as about 3 hours to get there, but it was worth the wait, bcz we stopped at a beutiful vacation house.From NôvelDrama.Org.

Bilbo was the first one out of the car. Running to the swimming pool.

“Bilbo, be careful. Don’t get to close to the water!” I yelled to him. He nodded his head and then run to the door and unlock it with the key that jenny gave him. He run into the house . Layla and Jenny where taking out the bags and I was stretching my stiff muscles.

When we finally got settled into the house, we sat in the living room and chat while bilbo was playing with lego’s.

“How do you feel?” Layla asked.

“I have bad morning sickness and it is even harder to hide that from the twins. I eat like a mad women and my cravings have definitely started. My ankles hurt and I feel tired all the time. I know it has only been a month and a few days, but it doesn’t feel like it.” I say and play with the hem of my hoodie.

“You need to remember that the baby has werewolf blood, but it also has Lucan’s and alpha’s blood as well. The babe will most likely all ready be here in 6 month maybe even 5. ” Jenny said and moved next to me, taking my hand into hers.

“I want to tell the twins when we get back, but I just hate how mad their going to be. I have taken the choice away from them. They don’t get to choice if they want me or the baby. I all ready made that choice for them. They are going to hate me and I’m scared they may even hate the baby. ” I say in a soft voice.

“I’m not going to lie to you, they are going to be mad, but they will forgive you and they will never be able to hate their child. ” She says and strokes my hair. I place my hands on my tummy and look into the distance. Kendra has stopped hiding the heart beat of the baby bcz their was no reason to hide it from layla and Jenny. Layla was so happy when she found out and she promise to help me through out my pregnancy. I feel sleepy so I give bilbo a kiss on his head and say goodnight to the girls. As I fall asleep in listen to the baby’s heart beat. Just hearing it made me want to cry. I was a beutiful sound.

How will I be able to leave this child. She/ he isn’t even born and I already love her/ him with my entire heart. I whisper I love you to the babe and fall asleep with pure love in my heart.