Chapter 10 CONFUSED MOMENTS
Alana
You know that moment that precedes major changes in your life? I believe I ‘m living it. A few weeks ago I was sure how I felt about Dani, but since Raúl kissed me, a lot has changed, and that defender messed with me somehow, and now I don’t know what to do.
Yesterday after what happened, Dani still knocked on my door, but I didn’t answer him, I didn’t want to talk to him, his behavior was unacceptable. Raúl called me a few times, left a message, but I didn’t answer him either, I’m in a confused moment, I need to think about what happened, I feel like my life has turned upside down, talking to him wouldn’t be very good at this moment, I need to think about what to do from now on.
Of one thing I’m sure, your kiss is wonderful, and just thinking about those hands touching me, that mouth running through some parts of my body, I start to feel a heat invading me, which excites, and makes me out of myself. I get out of bed, walk to the window, and look at the sky, the weather seems to want to change, it doesn’t snow, but it’s cold, the Madrid sky looks like me, very undecided. I am snapped out of my thoughts by the knocking on the door, I hear a soft voice asking me to open the door.
– Daughter, I know you’re awake. Open the door!
I’m not in the mood to talk to anyone, and I’m sure Dani has been filling her head with nonsense stories. Even so, I decide to open the door to hear what she has to say. I open it and sit on the bed.
– Daughter, are you okay?
– I am.
– It doesn’t look like it, your brother told me what happened yesterday. What were you doing at the party of people who… – I don’t let her complete her sentence.
– Mom, please! I wasn’t doing anything too much, I followed my friends, and nothing happened there… I don’t know why you guys make this drama!
– It’s not drama, I worry about you, and I don’t want my only daughter involved in orgies. Do you understand?
It seems there’s no use saying anything, she bought a wrong idea, sold by Dani. I just shut up, I don’t say anything else. She leaves the room, and I think it’s better not to stay at home, I need air, I’m feeling suffocated.
Raúl
Training makes me very tired, but to conquer something important in my career, I have to dedicate myself intensely to training, winning titles is my focus. Today it is very difficult to dedicate myself to anything, my mind is focused on Alana, on her mouth, her soft and delicate skin, her waist, her incredible legs, her breasts, and the pleasure of seeing them hard, asking to be savored. .
I know she responded very well, after my kisses and hands explored her body a little, I could hear her moans that left me full of desire. I want her so bad. Damn it! I can’t concentrate, I’m at the club’s gym, and I’ve already changed machines three times. I get off the bike, walk over to the wooden benches, sit down and stand there drinking water, watching colleagues doing their training sessions. I glance to the side, Pedro approaches, I don’t know, but something tells me that he comes with a small talk to annoy me, I think this must be his favorite sport, since he doesn’t play football anymore.
– So, Raúl, are you tired?
– Tired of what, Pedro? I ask without giving any importance.
– Dani’s sister must have been a bit tired, right?
– Which is?
– You don’t have to be shy, I know how it is, she’s young, they tend to get tiresome, they’re very fiery!
My only desire is to break this unfortunate guy’s face, but I know he wants to destabilize me, to add points with the coach, and consequently return to the starting position.
– Do you think you’re going to take the starting position, just to piss me off? – I say, stand up, look at him and conclude what I want to say. – Let me remind you of something, you were almost good, but you never managed to keep up, or get ahead of the attackers, and do you think that talking nonsense about Alana, will make me lose my position? How idiotic you are! – He seems tireless, looks at me with contempt and releases his venom again.
– Does Dani know you’ve been screwing his sister? – I glare at him, but I think I better get out before I really lose my mind.Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.
– Peter, fuck you!
– Oh, so you mean he doesn’t know?- Interesting… You know Raúl, I’m curious to know if she sucks good. I keep imagining that wonderful mouth, sucking mine…
I don’t let him finish that damn sentence, and my right hand hits him squarely. He lands on the other side of the wooden bench, and then I feel some arms holding me, voila, the circus is set!
I knew I should contain myself, but I couldn’t help it, I don’t want a filthy guy like Pedro talking like that about Alana, and I’m not a fan of that kind of behavior, which they say is typically male, I’m not like that.
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I grip the steering wheel firmly, and before starting the car, the words of the coach and the commission come to my mind “You have the potential to be one of the starting defenders for the World National Team Tournament in Africa, you just need to contain your anger and learn to ignore people like Pedro” . They’re right, I have to learn to contain myself, but it’s hard when they use someone you like to hit you, and that bastard knows very well how to do that, but as the coach said, they were waiting for his contract to come to an end, he will be sent away, and his bad reputation has spread throughout Spain, it will be difficult to find a club that wants him, and pays his salary.
Pedro is that typical media player, overrated who doesn’t play anything, but he has great managers and a lot of media on him, so he insists on making me lose my mind and dirty my image. I start the car, but I remember Alana and all that atmosphere with Dani yesterday, I need to talk to him, but first I have to talk to her, and especially, feel that mouth on mine, once again.
Alana
At the edge of the pool, I look at my reflection, my feet play with the water. It’s been a few hours since I arrived at Babi’s house to bathe in the pool, the weather in Madrid has improved, but mine still looks cloudy. She wanted to know what happened yesterday, during Raúl’s ride. We talked a lot, she tried to cheer me up by telling me about Edu’s crazy things, who knocked some people into the pool, but something worried me, and it wasn’t Edu and his crazy things, but the mess Dani made, his adverse reaction, and all those words.
That really left me with no explanation and a lot of anger, besides, another thing worries me, Raúl. My mind incessantly reminds me of his mouth, his kisses, his tongue exploring mine, his hands touching my body, and it all leaves me not knowing what to do, I’m so lost in thought that Babi approaches, sits next to me. next to me, and I only understand because she speaks.
– Lana, are you still thinking about the nonsense Dani said?
– Not exactly.
– Is that Raul?
– Yes. I’m very confused about what’s been going on, I’m not sure about anything, it seems that my feelings for Dani never existed. How could I let Raúl kiss and touch me like that?
– You know… I think somehow Edu is right…
– Oh, Baby…
– Lana, stop and think! Maybe you never liked him, fantasized about it all, and never gave anyone a chance. He always stayed like that, he didn’t have the courage to declare himself, and…
– I do not agree. I liked him…
– Look… You’re already talking about the past tense, ‘liked’!
– I feel something for Dani, if I didn’t, I wouldn’t have wasted so much time, and…
– Lana, I know I’m not the best example, but if I really liked him, I would have declared, because there was no lack of perfect moments for that. Maybe this thing with Raúl is good to assess how you really feel about Dani… I think you could consider…
Before she finishes, my phone on top of my chair rings incessantly, and I get up and pick it up. Raúl’s name appears on the display. I come back and sit next to Babi.
– Who is it?
– Raúl.
– Aren’t you going to answer?
– I am not…
– Stop being silly and answer that phone! – she looks at me so seriously, I go back and pick up the phone, look at Babi, and answer it.
– Hello… Raúl!