Pleasured Denied
Sofia’s POV
His words were like music to my ears as he told me how much he loves and adores me, his hands on my body sends a tingling sensation down my spine. I felt goosebumps all over my body, my entire body was on fire and I know within me that it is only Damien that can put out this fire that’s burning within me.
I’m glad he told me the truth about Stacy, I wasn’t expecting him to come clean with me, I mean, who am I to question his actions. But he did, and he assured me that he has nothing to do with her and I completely believe his words because he has absolutely no reason to lie to me, besides, he has done nothing to me that could make me doubt his words.This content belongs to Nô/velDra/ma.Org .
Since I arrived here, he has done much more than I expected and he has been so loving and caring. I know I want him, my body yearns for his touch. I want to be claimed by him, I want to know what it feels like to be loved by a man, and I want it with no other guy but him. I don’t care how many girls he’s been with in the past, but right now, he is all mine and there is nothing anyone can do about it, nothing at all.
I don’t know why but being with him, being this close to him just felt right. It felt like home like this is where I am meant to be. He kissed me softly, making me shiver against him as my body responded to his touch. He was talking, but I wasn’t hearing anything he was saying, my mind was filled with dirty thoughts, I could just imagine his hands caressing my body as his mouth worked wonders on my body. I did not even know when I blurted out my inner thoughts,
“I want you to make love to me Damien.” I said to him, causing him to still as he gazed down at me. I could see his eyes darken with lust as he continues to watch me close, weighing my reaction to know if I am serious about what I just said. I stared back at him, holding his gaze for some minutes, letting him see that I meant every fucking word.
“Do you know what you’re asking for Sofia? You do realize that if we do this, it means that you’re all mine and there is no going back on that, is that really what you want?” He asked me softly and I nodded in response, although I have no idea what he meant when he said that there is no turning back after this.
He smiles as he leans down and captures my mouth in his, kissing me so passionately as his hands roamed my body, igniting sparks wherever he touches. This is it, like he said, there is no turning back. I want him, I want him so bad. I could feel my pants getting soaked by my arousal, his teeth grazed my lips and I let out a gasp, then he slipped his tongue into my mouth, sucking on my tongue, searching deeper, seeking a response from me, coaxing me to reciprocate as his hand comes up to caress my chin.
I kissed him back with as much urgency as he kissed me as we both fought for dominance as we suck each other’s tongue. I feel ripples of electric sparks shoot through my whole body shivers with pleasure he takes my breath away with his passionate kiss.
“You really think you’re ready for this?” he whispers once more, dropping light petal-soft kisses on my earlobe and cheeks, kissing me down my neck, kissing that spot on my neck that always makes me go weak in the knees, then he flicked his tongue on that same spot before sucking on it, sucking it softly as I let out a loud moan, whimpering and moaning out loudly as I felt myself reaching the point of no return.
I could feel the pressure building in my stomach, my legs were shaking in ecstasy and I knew I was close to an orgasm. That spot on my neck is so damn sensitive, he has a way of making me cum by just teasing my neck. I cried out his name as my orgasm hit me pretty hard, feeling my juices flow out of my pussy, flowing down my thighs.
Fuck!
That felt so fucking good!
He raises his head and gazed down at me, looking deep into my eyes as a sad smile played on his face. It felt like he was having an internal battle with himself, It would seem like he wasn’t happy about doing this and I just can’t say why. He leaned down and captured my mouth once more in a fiery kiss, but this time, he wasn’t gentle anymore. This time, he intently demanded a fierce response from me as he kissed me so hard that my lips hurt.
“Could this be why he had warned me that there is no going back?
I really don’t know, but I still want him no matter what, that fact is established. I felt him going down to my chest, I let out a light hum, whimpering as he moves down to my boobs. His eyes darkened when he smooched my boobs through my bra, then he unlocked my bra hooks and took it off, throwing it to the floor with my gown as he cupped one breast in each hand, kneading and massaging them gently.
My nipples puckered instantly, they became rock hard, begging for his attention.
He obliged their request, leaning down to grasp one of my hard buds into his mouth, eliciting a deep moan from me as I arch my back off the bed, greedily pushing myself further into his mouth.
“Oh.. yeah, Mmmm,” I moaned softly, pilling my hand through his hair in silent encouragement.
He flicks his tongue on my nipple, sucking softly while his hand played with my other nipple. He continued working his magic on my nipple, taking me higher and higher, pushing me down the edge.
His mouth left my nipples, moving up to my neck, I felt his canines on that spot again and that’s all it took to push me down the edge, making me gush more of my sweet juices between my thighs.
When I finally came down from my high, I felt him going down on me, trailing kisses from my neck down to my abdomen and down my torso. He tore my thong right off my ass, smirking down at me when I gasped in shock.
He teased softly as he leaned down and flicked his tongue on my clit, taking in a deep breath as he inhaled in the scent of my arousal. He licked me clean, then he came up and kissed me so passionately, letting me taste myself in his mouth.
“You’re so amazing, so sweet Sofia, I can suck on you all day and I would never get exhausted. I want to eat you,” he whispered seductively, as he moved down and sucked on my clit, twirling his tongue around it, moving down to plunge his tongue into my pussy,
I bite my lip to shuffle my moans because they were getting louder and louder by the second. I hope these rooms are soundproof, my loud moans can wake even the dead.
He’s so damn talented with that mouth, fuck! Am having multiple orgasms and it’s hitting me back to back, making me pant and moan uncontrollably, squirming nonstop.
“Damien, please, I need you.” I pleaded softly, making him come back up, kissing softly. He raises his head and gazed down at me, with that sad smile that makes it look like he doesn’t want to be with me.
“No Sofia, you don’t need me. What you need is a mind-blowing orgasm that would bring you down from your high and ease your burning desires. You don’t know everything about me yet, and you have no idea what you’re getting into, I can’t make love to you until you know all there is to know about me.” I told her truthfully.
“B.. B.. But I need you, I love you and I need you. I want it, I want to be with, I want you to touch me, Damien, I want you.” I stammered out, feeling so ashamed as I begged for his touch. When did I become this person?
Am acting like a sex-deprived teenager. How could I be pleading for sex like a whore? I must have overwhelmed him with my boring self, that is why he is rejecting me with such ridiculous excuses. He doesn’t want me anymore, he must think that am just a horny whore that cannot keep her legs shut.
God! What am I gonna do?
“Look Sofi, I love you, believe me, I do. But there are certain things I want you to know about me before we take the next step in our relationship. Trust me, I want it as bad as you do, am hanging on a thin thread here, but I just have to try and control my emotions until you’re fully ready to be mine.
I know you want me and am ready to please you in every way, but I won’t make love to you Sofia, not today. I can give you the relief you want, I can comfort you and make you Cum as many times as you desire, but I won’t go all the way with you, not now.” He explained calmly. I can feel the anger and irritation begin to rise within me as he talks about making me cum.
Is that how cheap I’ve become to him?
Is this what I get for stooping so low as to beg him to touch me, or is he treating me this way because he purchased me with his money?
I don’t know which it is and I really don’t care because all the feelings from before have suddenly disappeared and all I can feel now is anger. It seems I could never compare to just previous lovers, at least, they got to have him when they wanted, but I am not even deserving of his care, let alone his touch.
“You were simply toying with me, weren’t you?
I’m just a new toy that you love playing with and you choose to play with my emotions too. I should have known that I could never be compared to your previous lovers, they weren’t bought with your money, they are not your properties.” I spat out in disgust as I felt the anger threatening to take over.
I could feel the tears threatening to spill down my eyes but I won’t let him see my tears, never. I got up from the bed, ignoring his pleadings and explanations as I run towards the exit, heading back to my room that is across from his. I swing open my door and shut it behind me before bolting it. I heard his quick footsteps hurrying over to catch me, but he was too late because I shut the door before he could get to me.
I leaned on the door as I slumped to the floor, sobbing my heart out. Why did I tell him that I love him and that I needed him, how could I be so cheap? I acted like a whore and now I’m crying because I got treated like one, is that not pathetic?
I could hear Damien’s sigh behind the door, “Open the door Sofia.” He called out to me but I remained silent, lost in my own thoughts. I can feel a dull ache in my heart and I also felt a wave of anger coming from him or is that wave of anger coming from me?
I don’t even know but all I keep asking myself is, “What kind of man rejects sexual advances from someone he claims to love?
He had been with other girls before, he had even been with that bitch Stacy, but he keeps refusing to be with me, why does he hate me so much?